a time for reflection

This year is almost over and mostly of the things that happened to me during this year are CHALLENGES. As I look back, I was thinking that mostly were sufferings. Family problems, money matters, friends conflicts, and school entanglement; all in one. That's my 2009. Now I wonder what 2010 will give me.

It was even harder for me to actually spend for myself and that includes my school fees, rent for my room, allowance, etc. Now I see how difficult it is for our parents to actually raise all of us. Now I know that it was never easy for them. I learn how to value my money and how to spend it wisely. Going to school nowadays is not easy.

People change also. No matter how close they are to your heart, they will sometimes try to inflict changes. Some were for good while other were for worst. You can never expect things to always happen in your way. But then again, I am still grateful to have them in my life. They mean so much to me.

School was even harder. Things to finish while I am working is a sure pain in the ass. Deadlines are always piled up one after the other. Yet, I have no choice but to accomplish everything. Like, this is what I wanted, so here I am soaked with deadlines. Next time I know I'm dead with all the requirements. But it is okey, I am still enduring and surviving.


All in all, the year was quite a challenge to me. In the end, I am the one who is benefited. In the end, 2009 is not bad afterall...