Sol, your festivity is here again. You are starting to do those little yet frequent sun kisses again. It used to tickle me before, but definitely changed after two years. The kisses are never gentle like before. At your own season, it is very unlikely that you have deceived me of those untimely nipping. Truly, you have committed infidelity. With your actions too obvious to tell. Those untimely nipping, attests that you have made love with Snaedis, the woman with a frosted soul.
How can you let me live like this? How can you exist with two faces. We used to embrace your day together, we roam places as you command the wind and the breeze. We sailed the blue oceans while you used to smile at me when I’m asleep. Your season was always my favorite, but now?
Those kisses, were all stingy, then painful, then sharp, and awful. You made love with that woman in our very own place. No wonder you tend to be confused when to shine again. You are smiling and beaming with light but unconsciously made her dropped those fatal crystals that stabbed my heart.
This is sick. This is sad. You left me heartbroken and frustrated. You are becoming a sad menace. Those fondling smiles and laughter are not gentle anymore, it is more loud, terrifying, and annoying.
I don’t want to ever see you again. I don’t want to make love with you again. I don’t want to make memories with you again. I will be away from you. I will seek comfort with Luna, she knows how I feel about you. In her arms, I will heal. With the time I will spend with her, I hope you will find ways to do those tender sunny kisses again. I want my old Sol, my old warming Sol, my passionate faithful Sol.
