A song playing in my mind since yesterday

"Here By Me"




I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

---- I remember the times before when we were away from each other. A day without a message from you or from me to you is already driving us insane. We always wonder how we were doing or what we were doing.

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

---- We've been into hardships, much of it. Big things and little thing, it is only those times when we tried to stop and think about what's going and what went wrong. It was also the time when we appreciated more our relationship.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

italics---- In times of doubt, fear, and suffering we stick together. It is only you who understood me, no matter what.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

---- When we get back to each others arms, we always celebrate. We show once more our passion, affection, and faith to each other.

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

---- There might be times when we hurt each other or we can't simply say what we want. But through listening to our silence, things will surely find its way to our hearts to understand.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

---- Things may get rough but we always sail together. No matter how low or high the tide was or no matter how big or small the waves were; we stick together.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here

---- No matter how much I tried to forget you, fate won't allow me. In my sleep and in my dreams you are always there.

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

----Forgive me if there were times when I'm not tough for you. Pardon me if I hesitate to listen sometimes; I only wanted to stay quite to ponder on the things we've been through to understand you more.


And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.


---- I don't want to lose you in the end, because I always feel loved and safe with you.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me. 

---- In the end I want to be with you always.No matter what will happen, as long as you're here by me, I will be strong. :)


... I miss the old times.

part two get together

Another get together with high school friends. Only a few of us were able to attend the occasion since mostly of us are working already and were not able to go home for the holidays. One of us also passed away, Christian. During our get together, memories were discussed way back when he was still alive. We missed you Christian!

We still talk about the old memories and the new ones. Though it's been a long time since we graduated high school, all are the same. Happy and together once more.

New YearParty

Masaya ang Bagong Taon 'pag kasama ang pamilya...

T5

hahhaha... sarap kang kasama. Iba ang samahang t5...:)

a time for reflection

This year is almost over and mostly of the things that happened to me during this year are CHALLENGES. As I look back, I was thinking that mostly were sufferings. Family problems, money matters, friends conflicts, and school entanglement; all in one. That's my 2009. Now I wonder what 2010 will give me.

It was even harder for me to actually spend for myself and that includes my school fees, rent for my room, allowance, etc. Now I see how difficult it is for our parents to actually raise all of us. Now I know that it was never easy for them. I learn how to value my money and how to spend it wisely. Going to school nowadays is not easy.

People change also. No matter how close they are to your heart, they will sometimes try to inflict changes. Some were for good while other were for worst. You can never expect things to always happen in your way. But then again, I am still grateful to have them in my life. They mean so much to me.

School was even harder. Things to finish while I am working is a sure pain in the ass. Deadlines are always piled up one after the other. Yet, I have no choice but to accomplish everything. Like, this is what I wanted, so here I am soaked with deadlines. Next time I know I'm dead with all the requirements. But it is okey, I am still enduring and surviving.


All in all, the year was quite a challenge to me. In the end, I am the one who is benefited. In the end, 2009 is not bad afterall...