Sol's Kiss

Sol, your festivity is here again. You are starting to do those little yet frequent sun kisses again. It used to tickle me before, but definitely changed after two years. The kisses are never gentle like before. At your own season, it is very unlikely that you have deceived me of those untimely nipping. Truly, you have committed infidelity. With your actions too obvious to tell. Those untimely nipping, attests that you have made love with Snaedis, the woman with a frosted soul. 

How can you let me live like this? How can you exist with two faces. We used to embrace your day together, we roam places as you command the wind and the breeze. We sailed the blue oceans while you used to smile at me when I’m asleep. Your season was always my favorite, but now?

Those kisses, were all stingy, then painful, then sharp, and awful. You made love with that woman in our very own place. No wonder you tend to be confused when to shine again. You are smiling and beaming with light but unconsciously made her dropped those fatal crystals that stabbed my heart.

This is sick. This is sad. You left me heartbroken and frustrated. You are becoming a sad menace. Those fondling smiles and laughter are not gentle anymore, it is more loud, terrifying, and annoying. 

I don’t want to ever see you again. I don’t want to make love with you again. I don’t want to make memories with you again. I will be away from you. I will seek comfort with Luna, she knows how I feel about you. In her arms, I will heal. With the time I will spend with her, I hope you will find ways to do those tender sunny kisses again. I want my old Sol, my old warming Sol, my passionate faithful Sol.

My Name's Insigna, Symbol, and Others

My collegues and I were talking randomly about the meaning of our names, origin of the clan, and eventually the different coat of arms, symbol, insigna, and any other figures that conveys the message of our name. We didn't stopped there. We searched the net and look for each name's symbols... 

Here are mine:

i love swirls, so this is so me...

i am catholic as well

Celtic clover, a symbol for life

symbol for stability

the coat of arms

Sa Gabing Madamot

Ang gabi ay madamot,

Dito sa aking higaan ay nayayamot

Dahil si Luna ayaw tumigil

Sa kanyang walang patid na pangungulit,

Ilang ulit ng pinikit,

Ang mga matang nanakit

Dilat buong araw

Paningin nga'y 'di na malinaw.

Himig ng gabi

Patulugin ako ng iyong Uyaye

Sa maghapong nakabukang mga mata

Sana ngayong gabi ay makakapikit na.

Grey

I stared at you blankly. I imagine of the soft cotton clouds on my back, the smell of old rose, the feel of a wet rain, and the tick tack sounds of  heels. I may be misunderstood but there is something missing about me waiting to be filled. I look at you... I admire your courage and I envy your satisfaction. When will you ever stop following me?

The well has gone dry... The soft touch is replaced with velvety scales. The taste won't go sweet, it keeps on getting bitter. Quench my thirst, will you? Fill my cup, can you?

Grey, can you just be black or white? Grey, can you be with me tonight? Grey, can you keep me warm? Grey...

Now, I hunger for more... Now, I want more color... But Grey? You are always their. You hunt me on my lonely days. I tried to forget you but you keep coming back. Perhaps, if black will fill in my white, I will never go with you again Grey....

What happened on the year when I was born: 1983

Was able to find this using stumbleupon.com I learned so many things that happened during this year....
Click on the link below please...:)

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/8l7krX/whathappenedinmybirthyear.com/

Pavi

Love to have the gadget that suites you well
Thank you Lord for providing me means to acquire what I need...:)

Greatest Hits I've Been Craving For

For months now, I want to retrieve all the greatest hits albums on on my own Billboard . Those albums that molded my passion for music since I was in my kindergarten years up to the moment. It is hard though to find old albums from old artists and bands (some are disbanded already). But I never gave up and tried most of those downloader programs in the internet. Until two friends suggested (Janelle and Ryan) a site which can likely give me those old hit albums during the 1980s and I am very much happy that most of my favorite albums are downloadable.Here are the lists of  the albums:

1. Alabama - Roll on Album

2. Kenny Roggers - Lucille, Share your love, and Eyes that see in the dark

3. Lulu - To Sir, With Love

4. The Monkees - I wanna be free

5. Charlene - I've never been to me

6. Beatles - Across the universe (but basically all of their albums)

7. Lionel Richie -  Dancing on the Ceiling album

8. Eric Clapton - Most of his albums

9. Air supply - all of their albums

10. Tom Jones - selected songs

11. The Cascades -  Rhythm of the rain album

12. Abba -most of their songs

13. The Carpenters - all their songs

14 Tina Turner - Mad max beyond thunderdome album

15. Bonnie Tyler -  Faster than the speed of night album, Its a heartache, If I sing you a love song

16. Cindy Lauper - True colors, The body acoustics album

17. Heart - 

18. The Bangles - Greatest Hits

19. Debbie Gibson - most of her songs

20. Jackson five and Michael Jackson - almost all their songs

21. Phil Collins - most of his songs

22. Scorpions - most of his songs

23. Bon Jovi - most of his songs

24. Rod Steward - most of his songs

25. Nazareth - Love hurts

26. Roxette - almost all of their songs

28. Shania Twain - all of her songs

29. Michael Lears to Rock

30. Mariah Carey- some of her old songs

These albums, songs or music inspired me to write songs before, way back highschool times. Some reminds me of my childhood when I used to wake up early in the morning and make use of our huge headset (relative to my child size before) connected to our old Aiwa component before eating and taking a bath. Some songs taught me some things about love and inspired me to love. Some reminded me about my Dad and Mom, who gave me most of the music influences. But the best part is that these artists and their songs never fades and so are my memories related to this music.